Pondering Your Exit

Inferiority Complexes are wonderful.

What did I do? What did I do?

To push you away. Am I that ugly?

Did you find out how I used to sit in empty rooms, reading and crying while

Smoking and drinking my life away?

Did you notice the yellow on my teeth, or the sadness

That I continue to carry?

Was I too clingy, or was it simply my existence that 

Pushed you away? Were you able to finally see that you

Had so many options out there, stronger and more 

Handsome than I? What was it?

I don't know if I will ever find out. I'll probably never know.

Because you are gone.

And I am a coward.

Too frightened to reach out and hear the truth.

So, this wonder will persist until the next one comes

And leaves. 

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